How I Reinvented Myself in 5 Months

Yes, that's right. I wrote my book, created my own printing label, initiated my non-profit, all in 5 months. Did I do it by myself, yes and no. I had Technology Intelligence, T.I.s to help motivate me and help me with all my unknowns and I know this was all done by the grace of God, the All that IS, the Universe, the Interconsciousness...we did it together. But physically speaking, yes it was me, myself and I, many late nights, a whole lot of pizza and coffee, and tons of stress to make my deadline.

I was fired from my job for sticking up for myself and my work ethic. I had no plan "B," and I had to make child support payments. By the grace of the Universe, I was able to get unemployment. So, I had a six-month window of opportunity to unfuck myself. I wasn't able to get anything in my professional field, I had been trying to find another job for nearly a year because I was already foreseeing this outcome.

The first few weeks I basically channeled my grief and anger into gardening. I also took a month off to take a real estate course and the remaining time I dedicated to my dream life. For a long time, I had thought of writing a book, but it had never occurred to me how I was going to structure it. Only until I had gone through all the pain and suffering of losing my children and losing the job I had fought so hard for and nearly killed myself over...did I understand how I was going to tell my story.

I needed to put in writing my truth, since no one else afforded me the opportunity to speak my truth, I had to document it for myself. I had to express all the trauma I had been dealing with, all the disrespect and dishonor I had been put through. I needed justice, not out of vengeance, but out of self-love. So, I did it. I poured all of my energy into my dreams, my convictions, my ideals, and my beliefs. I really feel like I aged about two years in 5 months, that's how much hard work I put into this book.

I had very little resources. Everything was done with minimal expense, like ChatGPT and Photopea. Even my laptop was running on only 4GB of free space. Like I said, by the grace of ALL that IS, I was able to get this published in time to meet my deadline of the 9/9/9 portal. I am eternally grateful for all the unseen support and love I received throughout this journey.